There's always a siren singing you to shipwreck

Sometimes my life hastens by impetuously. At others, I feel like I am stumbling around blind.

I had a dream when I was young that I was teaching a blind man what colors were by describing emotions. It's one of my fondest dreams.
I often dream very mundane things, as i've intimated to others before, just last night I dreamt I was making three pizzas, and then eating them. I remember the lengthy process of both making and eating the pizzas (including time spent waiting for them to cook).

I can't wait for the cemetery tour to be over tomorrow, despite my eagerness to dress up and get it over with, I am very nervous over the entire process.

I don't want to start another book before Towers of Midnight comes out on November 2nd, because I want to have be focused for it, no joke, and i don't want to be stuck in the middle of some book for no reason. Besides if i did read one, it would probably be the Cleric Quintet for the third time, and you all know how long THAT one is.
Its funny, I like that book because I relate to it spiritually, despite it being about a fictional magical character struggling with belief and focus in his deity, I can relate it to christianity.
I feel like I am impossible to take seriously.

I need to get to bed so that I can wake up in the morning.
A song: Flyleaf- The Kind